random thoughts

There should be some kind of alarm in our body that will go off everytime you seem to be doing the same stupid mistake that you've committed before. The alarm should be something like a sudden small writing on your forehead that will appear saying "STOP! Don't go there again!" Or probably, your arm will suddenly hit your head when the alarm goes off, like a reflex action. This alarm isn't really to let you know that you're about to commit the same mistake again. Fact is, we KNOW. Problem is, we don't want to acknowledge that we know. We pretend that we don't, shrug off that built-in alarm in our mind, and continue going towards the pending stupidity. The alarm would just be a firmer reminder, a splash of cold water on our stubborn heads, not to commit the same mistake again.

***** I wonder if other people's lives are a seeming vicious cycle like mine. *****

I can't believe it. There is actually some sense left in me. Wow. After everything that was. After the gazillion resolutions and promises that I've made. Wow.

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