blah!

Something that made me think these past few days...

Our deepest fear is not that we are
inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are
powerful beyond measure.
It is our light,
not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented,
fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around
you

We
are all meant to shine, as children do.

We were born to make manifest
the glory of God that is within us.
It is
not just in some of us; it is in everyone.

And as we let our own light
shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are
liberated from our own fear,

our presence automatically
liberates others.

~Marianne Williamson,A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles", 1992(commonly misattributed to Nelson Mandela, 1994 inauguration speech)

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ok, naked truth! i'm getting pissed these past few days. pissed about my already due TIER/IETR Certification which continues to wrack my nerves, pissed about not being ableto brush up on my reading, pissed about sleeping all day and working all night and not being able to spend time thinking about a lot of personal things, pissed about other people being oblivious to other people's needs, pissed about almost everything! my life would be for the dogs if it weren't for this small portion of sanity glued to me. i just wanna go "blah" 'coz there really isn't anything left for me to do.