I must say, 2011 was not a great year for me. I made stupid and idiotic decisions that tampered and apparently ruined some of my relationships with other people. I lost a lot of special people and voluntarily and involuntarily. I became too occupied with momentary things that I forgot to consider and prioritize the things that are of exreme importance. I made drastic and foolish judgments. I became all the way too selfish that I allowed my self to drown in that quicksand I created for myself that I almost died. I allowed people to use and abuse me because I thought I was insanely happy with the pleasure it was giving me. I forgot to value my self first and foremost. I was a pathetic, all forsaken girl, and I wallowed in self pity.
It was one hell of a year.
After being jobless for a month an 14 days and picking up the pieces one burnt meal at a time, I realized, after years of feeding my useless and wanton desires, that I have to grow up. That I will be turning 29 and I am racing with time. That I have to do a paradigm shift. Life has taught me a whole lot of lessons the past year and I am determined to learn and act on them by heart.
So these are the things that I look forward to this 2012:
Get regularized and take care of your job. (Please good heavens!)
Work hard and play once in a while.
Save at least 5,000 per pay day starting February. Save more and spend less.
Love my self more above anyone else in this planet.
Start a small business with my last pay (please give it to me na).
Take care of the people that stuck with you through shit and back. You can count on them when life walks out on you.
Strive to strengthen my faith in God. (Working on it)
Avoid things and people that cause unnecessary stress.
Get a new passport. (This better gets done before January ends.)
Finish school. I will really do that this year.
Go to HongKong disneyland.
Ride a taxi just at least 5 times a month or less.
Save. Save. Save.
And a lot more...
Life happens when you least expect it. It will start happening soon for me
It was one hell of a year.
After being jobless for a month an 14 days and picking up the pieces one burnt meal at a time, I realized, after years of feeding my useless and wanton desires, that I have to grow up. That I will be turning 29 and I am racing with time. That I have to do a paradigm shift. Life has taught me a whole lot of lessons the past year and I am determined to learn and act on them by heart.
So these are the things that I look forward to this 2012:
Get regularized and take care of your job. (Please good heavens!)
Work hard and play once in a while.
Save at least 5,000 per pay day starting February. Save more and spend less.
Love my self more above anyone else in this planet.
Start a small business with my last pay (please give it to me na).
Take care of the people that stuck with you through shit and back. You can count on them when life walks out on you.
Strive to strengthen my faith in God. (Working on it)
Avoid things and people that cause unnecessary stress.
Get a new passport. (This better gets done before January ends.)
Finish school. I will really do that this year.
Go to HongKong disneyland.
Ride a taxi just at least 5 times a month or less.
Save. Save. Save.
And a lot more...
Life happens when you least expect it. It will start happening soon for me
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